same old thing

I seem to sometimes treat this blog like a diary, when I am feeling emotional I come here. I am beginning to feel like a broken record or your Aunt Sally who always has some health problem. I want my life back and am so tired of being tired and of not feeling good and not feeling like myself. Today was the only day that I went to the gym this week. Why? Well, when you are so exhausted and dizzy its hard to go and push myself at the gym. Just lifting a basket of laundry left me dizzy and light headed. Why am I dizzy and so tired? WHO KNOWS?? The fert Dr. says your hormones are just really out of whack you will be emotional, you will have mood swings. Well ok, but why am I so tired and so dizzy? He doesn't know. Lets do 5 million dollars worth of blood work and labs so you can say well everything looks ok. Blah..
So I'm sorry for anyone who does read this, I have not been really positive lately. Maybe one day I will feel better and have a better attitude.


These pictures always put me in a better mood! What a day it was when she was born. The most happy and tired I have ever been!