So I had this strange dream the other night that this lady I know here in my town decided to take Camilla away from me. She said that Camilla just wasn't safe with me. And so I waited a day and then called her and said well I just wondering when I was going to get Camilla back. She says you aren't getting her back, thats whats best for her. WOW, so I woke up feeling like ok I am not going to get frusterated with her today! In my dream I just felt SO bad, such a awful feeling in me. That I wasn't getting my child back. So anyway just was thinking about people who do get there children taken a way from them. Some people need to get their kids taken from them. But for people who get them taken away for something that they didn't do, I can't imagine the feeling. How awful! Anyway hopefully I'm not going to get her taken away, but besides that I want to be more paient with her.